Chapter 1 — Sex Diary - Part 1 (1)

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are the product of the author's imagination. All characters are adults aged 18 or over.

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I'm 20 now.

Not long ago, I discovered my own sexuality.

It came as a completely new experience, and I had the strange feeling that my life was about to change forever…

Not long ago, I met an older guy I'd been chatting with online.

He told me I was beautiful, said he wanted to give me so many things…

He had a good presence—handsome, with a slightly cute face. He was about 176 cm tall, so whenever we went out, I could hold my head high beside him.

So we started dating, and I really enjoyed spending time with him.

One day, we went to a private screening room together.

We picked a movie and settled into the private room to watch it.

But it seemed like he wasn't interested in the movie at all.

Instead, he pulled me into his arms and kissed me.

I hesitated, instinctively pulling back a little.

He said if I really liked him, this was what people in love did—and he moved in more insistently.

I didn't dislike it, but I couldn't help feeling uncertain.

I'd never even kissed anyone before, so I was both nervous and confused.

But under his persistent advances, I could only give in.

When his lips finally touched mine, a shiver ran through me—an indescribable thrill that sent excitement pulsing through my body.

Slowly, his tongue slipped into my mouth as he held me tighter.

I trembled as I accepted it, but I was so tense I didn't know what to do.

He began to hold me more firmly, and gradually started lifting my skirt.

I didn't know how to react.

Part of me thought I should stop him, but I couldn't bring myself to pull away from his touch.

Before I realized it, his hand was already touching me over my panties.

I writhed with trembling excitement, yet I couldn't push his hand away.

He kept stroking me through my panties while deepening the kiss, driving me higher and higher.

My whole body went weak.

I just gave in, letting his hand do whatever it wanted.

My panties had already started to get wet.

“Daniel… please… ah… don't… Daniel…”

But his hand slipped beneath my panties.

I was completely lost.

I'd touched myself in high school, but now a man's hand was invading my most private place—stroking me, sending electric sensations through me. I didn't know what to do or how to feel.

Then he guided my hand and placed it over his crotch, right on top of his hard cock.

I was so startled I tried to pull away.

But he whispered, “It's okay…” and gently brought my hand back, placing it firmly over his bulge.

It was an unforgettable rush of excitement and trembling.

Helplessly, I left my hand on his cock—but I didn't know what to do next.

“It's just with our hands,” he said, calming me. “Don't be scared.”

Then he unzipped his pants and gently guided my hand inside.

Before I knew it, my fingers were wrapped around his cock. He let me touch him while his own fingers continued stroking my wet pussy, driving me wild.

Caught in the heat, I started moving my hand on his cock without even realizing it.

He pulled my panties down and kept kissing me deeply, his tongue exploring my mouth as he touched me.

Inside, I thought—there’s no turning back now.

I gave myself over completely.

No matter what he did, I was his. I kept touching his cock while feeling his fingers inside me.

Ah… my moans only excited him more. He slid a finger into my pussy.

I'd fingered myself before, but this was nothing like that—completely different, overwhelming.

I was trembling, so turned on I actually started craving real sex.

His fingers moved inside me, stimulating me in ways I'd never imagined. I felt like I was going insane.

I was so aroused I started leaking arousal fluid.

He gently caressed my pussy.

I was so excited I unconsciously tightened my grip on his cock.

At that moment, I wanted to do whatever he wanted.

He was the guy I liked. If he wanted it, I was ready—even for sex.

He kept stimulating my mouth and pussy. I clung to him, completely lost in pleasure.

My pussy was soaked.

The constant wetness excited him even more. “Ah…!”

“Do you like it?” he asked.

I couldn't answer—too embarrassed.

He asked again. “How does it feel?”

I nodded, moaning softly instead of words.

Dazed by the rising pleasure, I surrendered my body completely.

My legs started trembling. Overcome with excitement, gripping his cock tightly, I began to climax.

So this is what sex feels like, I thought, racing toward my peak.

“Ah… oh… Daniel… really… I think I'm going crazy…”

I clung to him, craving even stronger stimulation. He pulled me close and thrust two fingers deep into my pussy, pumping hard.

I couldn't even speak.

After the storm passed…

I caught my breath and began stroking his cock.

I'd watched a few pornos, so I knew what to do.

I was nervous—it was my first time—but I wanted to make him happy.

He let me take control, eager to feel what I could give.

“Ah… Emma… would you suck me off?”

I froze.

This was something I'd only seen in pornos—now he was asking me to do it.

“How…?”

“Emma… just use your mouth to pleasure me. Come on… please…?”

I hesitated, but I really wanted to make him happy.

Slowly, I brought my mouth to his cock. I kissed the tip, then took the head into my mouth.

It felt full—almost suffocating—but I couldn't stop now.

I started sucking slowly, stroking his shaft with my hand.

He grew more and more excited.

“Ah… yes… Emma… so good… ah…”

I was curious—what did it feel like?

“Daniel, how does it feel?”

“So good… I want to cum like this… keep going…”

Hearing that, I felt even better. Knowing he was my man, I sucked harder.

Saliva built in my mouth as we worked his cock with determination.

“Ah… uh… almost… just a little more… ah… Emma, I'm gonna…!”

His legs tensed—then he came, shooting his load straight into my mouth.

I felt the warmth flood my mouth, filling me completely.

I didn't know what to do. If I spat it out, he might be disappointed—so I swallowed.

Slowly pulling my mouth off his cock, I looked up at him. He had the happiest expression on his face.

That was how I had my first experience with him.

Now, if he asked me to have real sex, I think I'd just say yes.

We left the private screening room, and I felt a little shy looking at him. But he put his hand on my shoulder, pulled me close, and whispered, “You're so beautiful.”