
Her Pillar Man
by Peter Kang
- Romance
- Found family
- unrequited-love
- underworld-romance
- Power dynamics
- emotional-intimacy
- tragic-romance
- Explicit · 18+
Synopsis
Hui, a woman forced into sex work in Seoul after fleeing her rural home, finds a complex connection with Park Il-tae, her 'pillar man'—a man who depends on her as much as she relies on him for protection. For fifteen years, their bond endures through crude yet intimate exchanges and fierce loyalty, as Il-tae shields her from abusive clients and guards her from further 'dirtying,' pulling out to avoid both pregnancy and emotional entanglement. When a violent customer provokes a fight, Il-tae stabs him in defense and is sentenced to 18 months in prison. Hui waits faithfully, but upon his release, he pushes her away, urging her to leave her life behind. Now middle-aged and apart, Hui reflects on their raw, contradictory connection with enduring love and sorrow, longing to see him one last time.
Content warnings
- Explicit sexual content
- Power dynamics
- Strong language
- Violence
Her Pillar Man
"Hui-ya~ What are you doing? Hurry up and come in~ "
Park Il-tae, shouting irritably from inside the room, calling me again to tear my body apart.
Il-tae has been my pillar man for the past three months—a man who protects me and survives through me.
Fifteen years have already passed, but I still think of Il-tae because even though he was so cold and blunt,
deep down, he truly cared for me, never hesitating to help me when I was in trouble,
and most importantly, he was the one who heated up my body after it had been trampled by customers.
Back in the countryside, hating farm work, I ran off to Seoul at 19 with a friend, hoping to make money,
but ended up lying about my age and falling into the filthy life of selling my body.
Still, even as a discarded body, I needed someone to protect me—so the man I chose as my pillar man was this scoundrel, Park Il-tae.
Afraid Il-tae would get annoyed if I took too long, my patience worn thin,
I quickly rinsed off in the bathroom, where only a few tiles remained, then entered Il-tae’s room, which reeked of stale odor.
"Aigoo~ Damn it, hyung, why are you in such a hurry? Can’t even let me wash properly~ "
Hyung Il-tae, whatever he’d eaten, was poking at his teeth with a matchstick, already drooling as he looked at me walk in,
"Hey, you bitch~ If you’re coming, just hurry up! What’s taking you so long?"
"Damn it~ You want me to come dripping wet from my pussy? Just wait a damn second, is that so hard?~"
Hyung Il-tae finally chuckled awkwardly,
"Hey, just strip quick~ Gotta get this over with and go out~"
Even though he says that, the reason I truly see Il-tae as human is because
whenever a customer hits me or insults me, he appears out of nowhere,
brutally beats those bastards senseless, then comforts me, holding me close with a warm heart.
When I flipped up my skirt to my calves and yanked my panties down in front of hyung Il-tae,
"Aigoo~ Damn it, this girl doesn’t get the mood at all~ Shouldn’t you strip a little sexier?~ Isn’t that right?"
"Ah, damn~ You’re into mood now? Just hurry up and fuck, that’s all~ What’s with the mood?~"
Truthfully, with hyung Il-tae, I wanted to care about the mood, to feel held more tenderly,
but since he treats me so casually, maybe I’m just being spoiled.
"Hui-ya~ Hurry up and pull my pants down, suck my cock already~ "
I pouted at Il-tae, who was smirking cockily, gave him a disdainful glance, then yanked down both his pants and underwear, stuffing his limp cock into my mouth and sucking.
"Suck! Ssuh~ Damn it~ What kind of cock is this, completely lifeless? What the hell are you gonna do with this?"
Hyung Il-tae sat up from lying down, grabbed my head, and shoved it down onto his cock as I sucked,
"Hey, you bitch, just wait a little~ You’ll be begging me to stop, I promise~"
That’s true. Once he gets hard and starts fucking, he won’t stop until I’m knocked out cold.
"Hey hey hey~~ Aigoo~ It’s just tickling me~ Get off!! I’ll suck your pussy instead..."
Looks like hyung’s impatience was finally starting.
Il-tae pushed me down, then spread my legs wide open,
"Still, your pussy is top-notch~! The more I suck it, the more I want to keep sucking~ "
I acknowledged Il-tae’s skill at eating pussy, so I giggled and spread my legs wide,
"Hui-ya~ Do you like me?"
"Mmm, I don’t know~ Just suck already~"
"Don’t like me, huh? Then maybe I’ll go find another woman from tomorrow~"
Lately, hyung always asks me if I like him whenever we have sex.
"How can I not like you, hyung? I’m just embarrassed because you keep asking~"
Only then did Il-tae let out his usual "hehehe" laugh and brought his mouth to my pussy.
"Hoorooroo~ Ssuh~~ Sseup!! Jjoooooo~uh~ eop!!"
In this moment, I truly want to forget everything.
I felt my whole body tightening, electric tingles shooting through my lower half.
"Hey~ You bitch, aren’t you taking off your top? You always wait for me to tell you to do anything~"
By now, I have no choice but to listen to hyung.
If I stubbornly throw a tantrum now, he’ll just say "Suck it yourself~" and leave.
When I tossed off the t-shirt I had on, my firm, flawless breasts, with their dark nipples,
proudly thrust forward, fully exposed.
Indeed, hyung Il-tae’s skill at eating pussy is truly top-class.
My body melts instantly, twisting and coiling.
Before long, I could already feel something stirring, creeping up from deep inside.
"Ah huu~ Oh hyung~ I’m gonna come~ Haa~"
"Ssuh~ Huhu~ This bitch comes just from having her mouth near my cock~ Haa~ Yeah, come, come~ Huhuuh~"
Finally, my lower body went numb, and something seemed to gush out between my legs.
"Hooooo~ Haa~ Damn~ How come so much came out? Huhu~ How many times did you fuck today?"
It’s hyung’s tongue that drives me crazy like this—how many times I fucked doesn’t matter.
"Hii~ee~ Three times~? Your tongue’s just too good, hyung~ Huhuuh~ Huhu~"
"Hehehe~ Haa~ You’re completely turned on~ Wow~ This girl’s tight~ Haa huu~ Now suck my cock~"
Hyung Il-tae pulled his mouth away from my pussy, then flopped down flat on his back.
Still not even thirty, but because he’d exhausted himself too early as a kid,
his cock won’t get hard just from seeing a naked woman—it stays limp, completely unresponsive.
"Haa~ Damn it~ What kind of man has no strength? After sucking your pussy like that, huu~! It should’ve gotten at least a little hard~"
I complained as I put his flaccid cock into my mouth.
Of course, I prefer Il-tae’s hard cock, but there’s something adorable and fun about sucking his soft, limp cock like this.
Inside my mouth, his flaccid cock wobbled left when I pushed with my tongue, right when I pushed there.
But only for a moment—Il-tae’s cock slowly regained life, gradually lifting its head.
"Jjueop! Hooruluk!! Jjeuk! "
"Haa~ Yeah, Hui-ya, you’re a damn good cocksucker~ Huhu, it’s hard already~ Huhu~ Hehe!!"
And one good thing about hyung is that once he’s hard, he doesn’t bother me anymore and immediately climbs on top,
so that day too, as soon as he got stiff, he pulled his cock out of my mouth and mounted me.
"Huuuk! Here~ it’s going in~ Euut!"
"Aau~ Uu uu u~ Haa haa~~"
I’ve had countless men, but sex with hyung always feels new, so tight it’s like I’m losing my breath.
After just a few thrusts, sweat already beaded on hyung’s forehead, and he was panting harder than other men, clearly struggling.
"Hyung~ Hhuuk! Take some tonic~ What is this? Hhuuut!!"
"Hooek!! Hoo~ Hoo~ Gasnaya~ If I had money for tonic, hhuu~ I’d buy booze~ Haa haa~"
"Hhuuk! Then hhuu~ should I cook you something? Hhuuu~ "
"Haa~ You damn crazy woman~ Hhuu~ If I had that kind of money, hhuu~ I’d make you take better care of your body~ Hhuu. You only have one body, you woman~ Hoo hoo~ "
Now you understand why I love hyung, right?
Ah~ Finally, the signal’s coming again between my legs.
"Ahu~ Oh oh hyung~ Ahu~ Just a little harder~~ Hhuu~ Aau hhu~"
Hyung, knowing my body well, increased the intensity of his pumping.
"Pak! Pak! Pak! Pak! Ttseuk! Ttseuk!~"
"Hahu~eu~ Wuuk! Ah ah ah uu~"
But the frustrating part is that right around now, hyung’s cock always pulls out of my pussy.
Because even though I’m just a worthless whore, hyung doesn’t want to further dirty me—his warm heart hides beneath that.
"Hhuuk! Damn it!! Just cum inside~ Why do you keep pulling out?~"
"Hhuuu~ Damn bitch! You gonna get pregnant and then cling to me for life? Hhuung~ Hhuu~"
Il-tae’s cock, pulled out from inside my pussy, twitched a few times, then weakly dripped a few drops of semen onto my belly around my navel.
"Hhaa~ Then at least cum in my mouth~ You’ve never once let me have your cum inside my body, have you? Hhuu uu~"
Hyung, catching his breath, lay down beside me, grabbed my nose, and shook it,
"Hau~ Haa~ You bitch, why do you want that smelly, dirty cum in your mouth~~ Phew~"
I knew hyung’s heart too well to say anything more.
Il-tae wiped the sweat with a towel, hastily put on his clothes, and as he left,
"Hyung~ Don’t drink too much alcohol, okay~ You’ll get into big trouble~"
But hyung didn’t take the ten-thousand-won bill I offered—he snatched just one five-thousand-won note,
"Damn bitch~ Learn the value of money~ I’ll be back later~"
Watching hyung walk out the door, I sank into an indescribable warmth and happiness.
"Hui-ya~ Hui-ya~ Where are you? Get out here and serve a customer~ "
Before the sun had fully set and darkness had even settled, some bastard came knocking, trying to pry open my hole.
"Ajumma~ I’m going out~ "
When I opened the door, a man in his mid-thirties stood there, smirking.
"Welcome, sir~ "
Thinking a younger guy was better than some old geezer, I forced a smile and led him into my room for the encounter.
But this bastard, what was he in such a hurry for? The moment he entered, he stripped off his clothes,
"Hey hey~ Quickly, suck this~"
Even though I was still a novice with only a few months in this whore life, I couldn’t just let such a dog-like man pass,
"I’m sorry, but I can’t suck. Let’s just do it straight~"
"Pak!!"
In that instant, his hand slashed through the air, his eyes flashing with rage as he lunged,
"Hey, you bitch~ When a customer tells you, you do it! Why so much damn talk?"
Looks like this guy’s lost his mind. Daring to strike a woman who’s thrown her life away...
"Hey~ You bastard~ Just because you’re a customer, you think you’re entitled? And since when am I a cock-sucker? I’m a fucker, not a sucker! "
I screamed, grabbed his hair, and charged at him, and he, no pushover, swung his arm again and started kicking.
"Auuu!!!~~ This bastard’s killing me~ Aa uu uu u~"
That’s when it happened. The door opened, and hyung Il-tae appeared—naked,
"Who the hell are you? You bastard~"
"Pak!! Pak!! Cheolssak!! Pak!!"
Their fists flew a few times, but when it looked like Il-tae was losing, he suddenly ran outside, came back holding something—it was a knife.
"Hyung-ya~ You can’t do this.~"
"Uu uu uuk!!~~~~"
It happened in an instant, but the man writhed, screaming "Aa u~ Aa u~" in agony.
Even I could see it wasn’t life-threatening, but the man was immediately taken to the hospital,
and shortly after, police arrived, slapped handcuffs on Il-tae, and took him away.
"Huhhuuk!! Hyung-ya~~ Because of me, huh huh~~ "
"Gasnaya~ It’s not because of you~ Don’t cry~"
"Huhuk! Hyung-ya~ I’ll wait for you~ Huhuk!!"
Hearing that, Il-tae, about to get into the police car, looked at me and said,
"You crazy woman~ What are you waiting for a guy like me for? And you, you bitch~ You gonna rot your body away here your whole life?
If you’re still here when I get out, I’ll kill you myself~ Got it?"
The hyung who truly cared for me like a younger sister was gone.
He was sentenced to one year and six months for assault and began his prison term.
I visited the prison several times, but as soon as Il-tae saw my face,
he’d say nothing and just turn and walk away—so my footsteps leaving were always heavy.
And on the day of his release, it was pouring with rain,
I went to meet him, but he must’ve left early—I couldn’t find him.
I wish I could just see Il-tae once—he must be in his mid-forties now.
Wherever you are, please live happily.
You’re always with me, in my heart.
I love you. Hyung Il-tae!!!
• The End -
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